Sexy Sexy Hairpin-chan ([info]junjun) wrote,
@ 2001-07-17 22:46:00
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Current mood: tired
Current music:Flogging Molly - Salty Dog

La...uneventful day! Did hang out with people though, namely Ken, Corrigan, Kevin, and Jonathan. Went to some church thing Marianne and Jessica invited us to. Felt extreemly out of place with all that christianity around. Actually, just didnt like being penned and herded like so many obedient sheep. And there was a service. i was not about to stay for a service. La...Warped Tour sunday. Going, whether parents like the idea or not. Mmn...tired. x_X; -_-; LJ is not letting me access mine or my friends' pages. Poo on you, Live Journal! Poo! O.o;;...yeah. -_-;;;;;;;;;;; mnn im in a tired mood. dont feel like being happy. But i spent the day with Ken and Corrigan, so i cant help but be moderately content. Mind reeling. Double personality, or at least inner voices that seem to hate JunJun, taking effect. -_-; schizophrenia BAD! O_o;;;;;; la la *sometimes pines for normality...then slaps self in the face for doing so*

X.x;;;......*bored*


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So now you know...
[info]kyonomiko
2001-07-18 03:54 am UTC (link)
And knowing is half the battle. GI Joe!
Hey.. the bible says that sheep are good...lambs of God and whatnot.. so being an obedient mindless sheep is an ideal goal for christians, ne?

Oi.. you and your angry, angry teenage angst. Give it to me, and I'll beat it up for you. We don't need any more of that depression, etc. Would you rather not have hung out with these people? Do you consider them your freinds? Are you saying that you're not feeling bitchy because you feel that you shouldn't b/c you went out for a little while? Why am I bothering to post? Think about it. People care. Get over it and move on :P If people didn't care, they wouldn't post to try and comfort you when you get upset. When you have absolutely no freinds in the world, then you can complain. I used to move around a lot as a kid. Trust me.. I know all too well what it's like to have absolutely no freinds. Why (insert old-man voice here) When I WAS YOUR AGE...
1) I would have killed to have freinds like you
2) I could only imagine being allowed to have a job, and buy videogames
3) I could have only dreamed about working the kind of place you do now. My parents wouldn't let me work.
4) Going to a concert was out of the question. It was somthing you didn't even bother to ASK about, because you knew the answer would be no before you even finished the question
5) Going to conventions... Ha! Going to conventions.....My parents would laugh in my face and tell me to wash the dishes!

I'm not saying that you're some stuck-up rich girl..
But damn... I had it much worse.. and nothing changed until I got into college. I started moving around since early elementary school, and didn't settle down in one school for more than a year.. until highschool. By then, everyone had formed their clicks, and I volunteered all my spare time in the library so I'd have people to eat lunch with (the librarians that worked there)
and had to practically bribe someone I had only known for a month to go to prom and take pictures with me. If you wanted to go to your senior prom, think about it.. how many of your guy freinds would be willing to go if you asked them? I'm not saying in a romantic kind of way.. just as freinds. Hell, it wouldn't surprise me if you were able to get a group of freinds together! I went with a group my Jr. year... my "date" was grounded, and I ended up going by myself. I met his sister there, and she felt sorry for me and took me along to eat with her.. with 5 other people I didn't know. To top things off, my contacts were going bad, and I could see next to nothing the entire night. Gotta love pity.
Now.. because of that.. I'm not saying..."oh poor JunJun.. I feel so sorry for you... It must be hard thinking that you're messed up when you're not..." Because I really don't like pity for the sake of pity. It's just me. I don't know if that's somthing you like, seek, detest, or whatever, but you're definitely not going to get pity from me right now :P If you're doing all this because you WANT someone to reply, and WANT someone to tell you that you arn't crazy.. well, I've done similar things like that myself to attract attention.. but dammit, girl, your life is not that bad! Try and remember that there are ALWAYS people that have it 10X worse than you. I had a best freind in elementary school. I moved around a whole lot, but she was the only one that kept in touch with me. She was my only freind until I reached college.. and I was CONSTANTLY worried about her b/c of her abusive environment at home.

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Part 2
[info]kyonomiko
2001-07-18 03:55 am UTC (link)
I can rant for days on end...

Imagine that one of your freinds is the only person in the world your age that will talk to you. Now imagine being constantly afraid that he (or she) is going to run away or seriously hurt himself (or herself) because their situation at home is extremely abusive. Sucks, ne? I'm sure everyone knows a person like that, and it's a real shame that society has come to a point where everyone knows a person like that.. but...
you got to hang out with two people at once? What, 4? 6? Damn.. I could have only dreamed for that when I was your age. Maybe my life was pathetic.. I don't know. It was mine, and I didn't know anything else.. but even if you get tired of those people, or they piss you off, or whatever... Just remember that you had THAT MANY PEOPLE that were willing to spend THEIR time with YOU. No excuses. JUN JUN doens't SUCK. I shall have to beat you if you go on about all that crap again, simply because I shall have to resort to violence if you don't want to realize how good you actually have it :P ::smacksmacksmack::
When I was your age, I wasn't allowed out of the house much at all, and I had to BEG my parents for a week to rent Final Fantasy II for SNES for me so that I'd have somthing to do all by myself. So there! I don't want you to try and top that. Don't even try. You'll just start getting even more self-depricating than you are now. Just realize all the stuff you get to do now. I used to get laughed at in school b/c I made all my halloween costumes by hand. You made a KICK-ASS cosplay outfit that EVERYONE at A-kon loved. Look at how many people wanted to take pictures of you! If you were a 200lb dog, and in the same costume, let me just say that you wouldn't have even HALF of those pictures being taken. Get over it! :P

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